Well - hours and hours of math studying and practicing really paid off on my first test. I nice big fat “F+” (no my teacher didn’t write in the “+” — that would have been cruel). Still, I’m only taking two classes and I don’t see how I can balance enough time between the two of them and keep up with the insane number of projects at work, and on top of that all (and most important) stay true to myself and be there for my family. This is what I profess to stand for right? So why do all these obstacles keep putting themselves in the way?
We’re faced with a dilemma now I’m afraid. Yet there are still too many unanswered questions and possibilties to make any immediate decisions. Something with have to change in the near future for my sanity. I will not miss my opportunity to develop a relationship with my son. The days and weeks are simply blurring by me and before I know it… who knows? I don’t.
I sure wish I could be in an English class again…