School
Well – hours and hours of math studying and practicing really paid off on my first test. I nice big fat “F+” (no my teacher didn’t write in the “+” — that would have been cruel). Still, I’m only taking two classes and I don’t see how I can balance enough time between the two of them and keep up with the insane number of projects at work, and on top of that all (and most important) stay true to myself and be there for my family. This is what I profess to stand for right? So why do all these obstacles keep putting themselves in the way?
We’re faced with a dilemma now I’m afraid. Yet there are still too many unanswered questions and possibilties to make any immediate decisions. Something with have to change in the near future for my sanity. I will not miss my opportunity to develop a relationship with my son. The days and weeks are simply blurring by me and before I know it… who knows? I don’t.
I sure wish I could be in an English class again…
Finding balance in ones life is, I believe, a very difficult thing to do. I find that
by beginning my day in prayer & asking God to take control of how my day goes, It helps a great deal. My perspective is better, there seems to be less obsticles. You are doing a good thing in your life and the lives of your young family. Keep your chin up! Life is full of tests(math & other wise…..)But you know what matters most..the smaller things in life will have a way of working themselves out…sometimes it takes a while..but that’s okay because you have your whole life ahead of you! I wish I were a math wiz…I’d tell you all that I knew. Ah..I’ll say it again..Keep your chin up..this too shall pass.