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“You are still a mom you know.” The nurse said, after she wished me a happy mother’s day. I didn’t bother explaining to her that I already had a child at home, and that the 12.4 ounce, 10 inch long, tiny human that lived for only an hour in my arms the day [ READ MORE ]
For this first anniversary of the life and death of our son Jeremy, we decided to share the year of emotions through the gift of music[ READ MORE ]
I’ve started bleeding again, and I don’t know if I haven’t fully healed from the pregnancy, or if I’m super crazy fertile and am having a period already despite the fact that I am breastfeeding. Either way, I think it’s some pretty sick irony… this time last year I was still pregnant with Jeremy [ READ MORE ]
“On October 15, at 7:00 pm in all time zones, families around the United States will light candles in memory all of the precious babies that have been lost during pregnancy or in infancy. Too many families grieve in silence, sometimes never coming to terms with their loss. If you or someone you know has [ READ MORE ]
Jeremy’s due date is today. It hurts more than I thought it would. I always thought I would deliver early after having Johnathan at 38 weeks, so I didn’t think I would feel sentimental about this date at all. But I am pretty sore. I finished this painting I’ve been working [ READ MORE ]
Now that I actually have my guitar amp setup again, I started to learn this song a few days ago. It’s truly amazing. Sounds so simple when I listen to it, but every time I try to play it I can’t take my eyes away from the notes because of the tiny changes through each [ READ MORE ]
Please. Touch them today. Make them laugh. It is pure magic. I hope that I am able to lose some sanity. For the sake of memory and sanity. I have to. They lead to each other in the end. Everything I see around me is contextualized through Jeremy. I can’t help it. It just is. We [ READ MORE ]